Evening right now, im writing this in NOTION. Its been such a very long time since I created this page, hmm i mean the parents of this one. [17/2/2022] is just one of his/her children. I’ve moved to Hanoi since 12/2/2022, and its been 5 days, time passes but i dont get used to everything. I want to be in my bed in my home, but now im just in a room. Yes, a room, its not house or home. Back to the first thing, i want to be in my bed rn, and of course bed in my home, where i have lived since i was born. My bed is a place that i can spend time crying every night and nobody gonna know about that. I feel better than ever when i cry, because i’ve contained my emotion for a very long time, well, until now, because its just who i am, how i am. I ve pretended for not a short time that im fine with everthing but actually im not. Hmm, yeah, this afternoon i ve posted a diary, hmm story on ins (aka story on fb), i wanted to publicize but im not brave enough to speak it out. So i kept it private, but before being private, a person had seen my story, its Le Toan,... but i dont think he cares for it, because he hated english =))) so no one knew... hmm thats all i want to talk about today...

and yeah, what stupid things i ve written...

im crying on my own but friends are here, i cant cry bc they are here, should i go to the bathroom and cry? :D i miss myself when i was a kid

wtf my feeling is rn, please contain ur emotions, u r always good at this , right? Be you, dont be anyone. :)