I truly believe that…

How can I get rid of these feeling?

It's bad as hell.

Unwanting feelings.

It's just last month, I deemed that my mental health was a lot more stable, but now, see.

breakdown in just only a few seconds.

I

fucking hate myself, my body, my emotions,… all of them.

I used to think that I was very good at controlling my emotion. Hell, it's just in front of someone else. When I'm alone, it's such a mess, can't imagine.

Am I afraid? Yes, I feel insecure… I worry about something, some unimaginable things.

Invisible fear, cold///

ok, imma get myself occupied, best way ever, I wont think and my mind will be free.